Travel day
Hi Ladies,
I came to the library today because we were supposed to get storms but hasnt happen yet. My friend went to Florida yesterday for a month so Im going to be lonely for awhile. I think Im going to my brothers for the weekend that will be nice. I need to find something to do with my time.
Vickie have a safe trip. I know it is hard on you. Will pray for you.
Mary sorry Jim and you are going through this. Ill pray for you and him.
Connie Im glad you are doing a little better.
Judy praying that everything is okay today.
Kathy and Christine I hope everything is good with you
I know Im missing some people but I think of all of you all the time.
Hugs,
Yvonne
Hi Vickie and my OFF family:
Vickie, I know this is a hard trip for you and a difficult task ... baby steps. I'm glad you have Carrie to help you pick out the headstone.
My brother Gary and I went to our new apartment complex to fill out the paperwork to assure our apartment. So the good news was we got the place... we passed! 
Even with my crappy credit. We got the place with my income alone was enough ... you had to make three times the rent to qualify, and I do. So we qualified without Gary's Social Security income. So we got the place and a list of what we owe at move-in. Gary then drove around to see where our unit was. Then we went to Chili's for lunch because he had gift cards ... we both had bottomless soup and salad with chips and salsa (I only had one cup of soup and a salad). So that was good, too.
We've had some storms here, too. I guess overnight there were thunderstorms, but I slept through them. It's been raining on and off all day. It's supposed to get cooler tomorrow. I didn't go to the Y; I woke up with a headache. It's gone now but I feel achy.
Connie, enjoy your cleaning fairy ... I will have to have mine come over sometime after we move. I'm going to pay September rent here and then I'll have the whole month to get out of here.
Cindi, you have to worry about naked men on the trail more than bears, huh? Funny.
Swinging chickens for Judy, Mary and Trish, too, swinging 'em hard and hoping everything works out.
Going to watch a movie from Netflix tonight and then baseball. Have a good night, my friends.
Hi Eileen.....I am glad Gary went ahead and got the paperwork completed for the new place. Now you know for sure where the unit is and that you passed everything....WoooHoooo!!!
I am glad you had a nice meal at Chili's....yummy!!!
I am happy you will have plenty of time to get your unit cleaned up and things while you are already moved to the new unit. That makes it so much easier!! I am sure your cleaning fairy will be of great help!!
Enjoy your movie and game. I am signing off real soon too.
Love and hugs to you....connie d
This is a horrible day. I have cried so long and so hard today. I have a headache and my eyes are so sore. Visiting butch's grave for the first time was awful. It looks so sad and neglected and the earth is still mounded up and raw looking. I don't think I'm strong enough to do this. All I want to do is die. I don't want to go thru this. I don't want to be here. I just want to be with my husband again. I wish God wouldn't make me go through this. I wish he would just call me home. I'm sorry but that's how I feel tonight. It's awful and the pain just will not stop. I don't think I'm ever coming back to Nacogdoches again after this trip. It's just too hard. Every where I look there's a memory. Every road I drive down brings tears. I don't think I can be here. And i sure DON'T want this other lake house. I just want to leave here and never come back. This road just gets harder and harder for me. I didn't know I could hurt this badly and still breathe.
Vickie
Vickie-
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This is the first time since Butch died that you've not had some kind of distraction like belated birthday parties, making cushions, getting furniture, unpacking boxes. It's normal to feel this way. No decisions have to be made at this time. Just go look at stones and then go back to the new house. You'll get through this. Grieving sucks!
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Love,
Cindi
I am a little better this morning. Not great but calmer. Don't know what I'll be like by the time I get done at the attorneys this morning but I'm doing okay for now. Just terribly sad and more than ready to leave. But I have two more days to go, so I'd better get ready to deal with them. Thank you for your perspective on things Cindi. You always give me solid no nonsense advice.
Vickie
Vic...HUGE HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS I know how bad it must hurt!!! Being the first trip there had to be the hardest trip!!! You are a strong woman...you CAN do this!!!! You are still going through the grieving process and no distractions this time....LET IT OUT!!!!!!
We are all here for you!!!!
Love you!!!
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